Sunday, January 8, 2012

Painted Dream I16I

You know something Acad?
Your Sayang has been awfully and continuously flirting with me.
What a sweet talker this person is.
Your Sayang actually asked if we could be an item. Could you believe that?
I haven’t answered it yet, I wanna know your say in this.
Should I say yes?
I’m sorry but I couldn’t help it.
When your Sayang talks, sugar pours out of the mouth and it mencurah-curah ke ladang gandum lalu jadilah koko krunch.
Kau faham kan?
I’m stuck in between and I hate this feeling.
I don’t want to disappoint you because I know the affection you harbour towards this person.
But I don’t know what to do either.

~

How could you do this to me?
I told you many times I like you, in fact I have told you countless-ly I love you.
Is that hard to understand?
Please if you don’t like me you don’t have to treat me like I’m your freaking boyfriend!
What you do is making me consume the idea that we are an item.
A happy couple.
The fuck with all those good night kisses and wishes; they were all fake.
 You are fake!

~

Sayang kenapa macam ni?
Acad kenapa dengan you ni?
You buat I sedih tau.
Jangan la macam ni.
Kita kan kawan.
Please jangan macam ni.

p.s. Kawan? Kau kata aku ni kawan? After all those shitty ideas and hopes you shoved into my mind. Kawan my arse! 

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

The Lost Words I8I

I miss us.


p.s. Agaknya bila perasaan akan bisa berputik? 

Monday, January 2, 2012

HelloMoto

Why hello there 2012,
Surprise me
as I'm going to leave you unexpected.

So yeah 2011,
Myriads of memories
you too shall be left unattended.

p.s. Happy New Year everyone.

Thursday, December 29, 2011

The Lost Words I7I

Aku punya kaca mata hitam
yang aku sangat sayang
sama seperti semua orang

Kemana-mana ia aku bawa
ke mana-mana ia aku pegang
sama seperti semua orang

Tapi kaca mata aku sangat istimewa
kalau kamu mahu tahu sesuatu
jika kau lihat
aku capai kaca mataku

Lalu ku sarungkan menutup mataku
Jika begitu perilaku
Jika kamu mahu tahu

Aku tidak mahu kau melihat terus ke mataku
kerana aku tidak mahu kau tahu
akan
khilafku.

p.s. Apa ada di sebalik kaca mata hitam mu? 

The Lost Words I6I

Malam gelap
Hitam pekat
Hujan lebat
Kilat kuat

Duduk aku
Atas bangku
Menanti menunggu
Hadirnya kamu

Basah lencun
Sejuk beku
Mana kamu?
Aku tunggu

Kita janji
Jumpa disini
Aku rindu
Setengah mati

Kamu datang
Dengan seseorang
Berpegangan tangan
Bergelak sakan

Sampai hati
Mana pergi
Janji janji
Pada diri

Kamu lupa
Aku ada
Tetap setia
Menanti cahaya

Wahai Tuhan
Biar dia
Bersama teman
Bahagia selamanya

Malam gelap
Hitam pekat
Hujan lebat
Kilat kuat

Aku sendiri
Mengharap menanti
Hadirnya kamu
Selamanya ku tunggu.

p.s. Noktah bertindih.

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

The Lost Words I5I

I am just not ready,
I just don't have the strength,

to let you go.
not
just
yet
.

p.s. I will forget you when the time comes.


Monday, December 12, 2011

The Lost Words I4I

Terima kasih Karma,
Melihat apa kau buat
pada mereka
banyak membuatkan aku
terasa kuat,

Tapi Karma,
Jangan kau berani buat
Jangan kau berani balas
Jangan kau berani

Dia masih aku sayang
biarkan apa yang dia buat
aku simpan sorang-sorang
aku tak mahu dia merana
aku tak mahu jatuh air matanya
Aku tak mahu
Biar aku tanggung semua.


p.s. Karma si Hukum Fizik