[DearDiary#10]

It's one of those nights which you feel so hopeless.
When you contemplate on all the things that you've done.
When you realize how suck and a sore loser you are.
When you feel like ripping out your heart and left the chest open, bleed.
When you feel like a part of you is missing.
When you think that you're a fool for believing.
When you feel ashamed of what you did.
When you feel like murdering someone.
When you feel like throwing yourself out of the balcony of your seventh floor home.
When you feel like kicking yourself right in the arse.


What you can do to ease the unfathomable feelings is just cry.
:'(


p.s. You can go fuck yourself!